oh finals..

I am burned out..with 3 finals & 1 paper down and 3 finals & 1 paper to go I am over it. I don't want to study I don't want to write anything I just want to give up and be done. Please let me find the motivation to make it through these next few days so I don't ruin all my hard work this semester. I just keep saying to myself just a little bit longer and then you'll be on vacation, but the lovely thought gets ruined by the awful thought that as soon as we get back, summer school starts and with the 5 classes I'm taking I am really NOT looking forward to it. Oh and just to top things off this week my car radiator cracked, I found out after smoke was billowing out of the hood of my car while I was driving and I won't lie I was a little terrified that I was going to blow up..don't worry I didn't but that would've been a good excuse to not take my finals :)

Guess where we're going..

I'll give you a few hints:

That's right, we're going to New York City! As soon as Spencer takes his last final, literally, we'll be on our way. Neither of us have been to New York, so when one of my best friends from back in the day invited us we jumped at the chance! This is a much needed trip and being able to look forward to it helps make school seem a little less daunting. We are crossing our fingers that we'll get on cash cab, how awesome would that be..wish us luck ha!

flowers make me smile

I've been stressing out lately more than usual, mainly because I have this debate going on in my head that I thought was over about what I should do with my life. Now that I'm getting close to graduating and having to decide what I want my next step to be I'm panicing. Before I was set on grad school and then I made a switch to nursing instead and now I'm not sure if I switched for the right reasons..anyways the point is I'm stressing out and really want a break but I can't have one in fact each semester at least in this next year is progressively getting busier and harder than the last and I feel like I'm on the verge of my breaking point. Spencer being the great husband that he is surprised me with flowers and a treat last week because he thought it would help, and it definitely did. It's surprising how something so small can make you so happy. All week whenever I look over at those flowers it makes me smile and just for a second I forget all my worries. Thanks Spencer for being so sweet, I love you!